I’ve been here before
In this dark space
In this dark room
Inside my head
I’ve been here before
Thoughts screaming, my speech is hushed
I’m crying, my face is smiling
I’m loving, my heart is breaking
He’s keeping me alive, even though he doesn’t know it.
I’m afraid
I have a plan
I hate that I have a plan
I hate that it seems so clear to me
I have no fear of death
No fear to keep me here
No fear of god judging me
No fear of the ever after
No fear of never knowing what happens, what going to happen, what might happen………….
That always kept me here
Now I just don’t care.
Sigh
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beautiful poem.